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Perhaps you are concerned that the future holds minimal joy for you, or you are exhausted by the shifts occurring within your being. It does not matter. All you know is that your life seems more complicated than you hoped for once you moved beyond 3D.

Your fears are similar to those you likely had during the first few days of a new job.

Everything is new and unexpected. Your former activity or event touchstones are no longer there. So you feel burdened by activities with minimum meaning that continue to be shoulds because those activities encourage you to believe they will provide the peace and joy you once felt.

You are in a new world, or, if it is easier for you to accept, a place that you have not yet experienced. The clues that helped you move through 3D activities are no longer there. What are you to do? A much better question now is, “What do you want to do?”

You find yourself frozen at certain times and out of place at others. Even though you smile and participate in a conversation, you are most often waiting for that interaction to end so you can do something – something that does not seem readily available or even that interesting. Your mind is racing, but your body remains solidly of the earth. Or your body requests certain activities that your mind finds bothersome. And on and on it goes as you wrestle with the last remaining pieces of 3D shoulds trying to find a kernel of honesty within you. An honesty that seems to be shifting daily.

Your sleep patterns are also disruptive to your inner and outer worlds. Some days, you wish you were here; others, you want to be there. But even if you move or think accordingly, it is never quite enough. You are tired and anxiety-ridden, wanting this to be over so you can try something else that also does not feel right once you access it.

Nothing feels right or interesting enough to pursue, and everything seems beyond your reach. What was once exciting is no more; what will be exciting has not yet arrived.

This quandary, this hesitation to explore, is a short-lived event. Perhaps an easier way to understand is to imagine that you have waited for years for the perfect job. But now that you have that perfect job, you must adapt to the idiosyncrasies of that position to feel comfortable – perhaps interactions that seem overwhelming or task requirements that appear beyond your skills. So it is now. You are expected to adjust immediately to your new attributes even though those expectations are skills you have never used while of the earth.

The freedom to be is a process—not necessarily a long process—but a process. Over the next few days, you will adjust to the new being you have become. Some days, that adjustment will be easy; other days, it will be exhausting.

Allow yourself to be frightened as well as adventurous. Just as you expected months or years ago, you will adjust to new you in a new world—but not necessarily easily for the next few days. You will think that you will never achieve any comfort in your new life—until you do.

As has been true throughout your 3D Earth lives, you will adjust. Many of the pieces you now have within you are segments from various lives in various places – all blending together into a peaceful whole. The current solar and lunar activities are, in a sense, a life glue that binds everything together into a cohesiveness that directs you to new feelings and activities.

You are in a tremendous inner growth spurt that will evolve into your new world. A world that feels like you have come home to yourself. And so it will be. Not within months or years, but days. Allow yourself to be as you maneuver through this astrological quagmire of self.

You are in exactly the right place at the right time – it merely feels as if you are not. A feeling that will dissipate within days.

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Perhaps you find yourself repeating patterns that seem right until you complete or contemplate completing them. Such is to be expected.

You display your concern by trying to replicate feelings and actions that no longer feel right. You are at a loss, wondering where you fit in your world and life. You find yourself grasping at actions, trying to determine what is right for you now—not because anyone necessarily notices your shift, but because you are uncomfortable in your own skin. Where’s the joy?

It is time for you to move beyond what was into what is. Even though you have been processing this shift for months, years, perhaps even decades, your new disinterest in so much of your life is a surprise. You cannot describe to yourself, much less anyone else, what you need to return to yesterday’s sparkle.

This new life feels confusing and uncomfortable.

But then, something that was not interesting before has become an area of interest – almost a need. And if that has not yet happened to you, it soon will.

This new life is not what you expected.

Your previous dreams were of 3D. So, even though this new piece is counterintuitive for former 3D you, it is exciting for who you have become. There are no rules. That no-rules concept seems exhilarating, but the reality is creating dissonance within you because you want to do this, and those you love expect your former self to show up to meet their needs or the relationship you once had with them.

So you are cranky with some if not many, loved ones—not because they are wrong or bad, but because you are so different. You do not have the patience or interest you once displayed, which surprises you and those you interact with. They are living in slow motion, and you are flying here and there.

You are on a different plane of action and interaction. Because you cannot explain what that means to you, you have no idea how to express your shift to others. It is as if you entered a tunnel with one personality and exited with another. While those around you have yet to enter that tunnel.

You are as confused as those around you. “Why can’t others understand information as quickly as I do?” “Why are they stuck in yesterday instead of moving forward?” “Why aren’t they motivated to update their being and actions?” All questions that come to your mind as you repeat information for the nth time or question what someone has just said – not necessarily out loud but within your being. It is as if you are zooming here and there, and those around you are plodding from one activity to another.

You are not a better person or a more rapid thinker than those not yet zooming; it merely means you are a new being negating what once was. Those having difficulties understanding your need for speed and clarity are at a different place than you—similar to the differences in thoughts and actions between a ten-year-old and a young adult.

Even though this confusion will be apparent in the next few days, it will resolve quickly once those close to you grasp the new being they are becoming. You are a forerunner.

Being a forerunner does not make you better, more intelligent, or more worldly than others. It merely means you are evolving more rapidly than is true for those you interact with. But they will soon catch up in ways you cannot yet fathom. This shift is universal, except for that small minority of Earth/Universal beings who have opted to play 3D roles throughout this lifetime.

Those beings opting for a lifelong 3D role cannot harm or shift you; they merely provide a minor irritation now, which will soon be significantly reduced as more and more Earth/Universal beings accept beyond 3D thoughts and actions.

This does not mean others will think and act similarly to you. Instead, they will claim their beings without the need to hinder your interests and activities, as is happening to many of you now. It is as if you are seeing your actions through a different prism that you are quickly adjusting to, and they have yet to accept that prism.

Will you continue to be compatible with those who are part of your heart and seem so dissimilar to you now? Of course. You would not be in their sphere if they were not a catalyst for your actions and thoughts. You are surrounded by those who view you as a leader internally and an instructor of the possibilities as they evolve.

Many of you culled your social interactions months or years ago to ensure that those who remained within your circle would present new information to you or that you would do the same for them. But because you are a forerunner, information sharing is yet to happen. It will. Probably not in the next few days, but most definitely by the end of this calendar year. Those in your circle would not have continued in your life if they were not of a similar make-up. Not necessarily as a forerunner but as a being excited to claim the new and release the old. Just not in the same time frame as you.

Being a forerunner can be lonely, but much less lonely than your current fear of being alone in this new world.

You are not alone – merely a beacon for those who remain in your life. Allow them to evolve at their pace, as they have you without punishment or banishment. Knowing they too can shift into the new being you have become – not necessarily with the same interests or needs, but with a willingness to explore their new lives as is now true for you.

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Most of you reading this information are natural caretakers who accept the need to complete tasks that others could do. Perhaps this information is confusing because you wonder who will fulfill the tasks if you do not.

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